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Michaelmas
     by Lisa Bickmore

 

On Michaelmas, the day the gold drains  

into the lake, the equinoctial sun tilts,

sinks to the bottom, stays there for months,

 

the day the rents came due for the quarter,  

when they baked the bannock  

and roasted the stubble goose,

 

the day beyond which the blackberries

must not be eaten, since Satan

once fell and cursed the brambles,

 

the day with the same name as the daisies  

I will soon pull up by the roots  

because their color displeases me:

 

on that same day, when the archangel,  

warrior and tutelar, flourishes, trampling,  

if only briefly, a fallen Lucifer, a glory round his head,

 

I see the dark-lashed, dark-browed boy,  

unsmiling, drive past him as he looks up,  

hooded, unkempt, skateboard under his arm.  

He emerges under the bridge.  

Today the day lasts just as long as the night,  

a balance listing to dark till the dark has had its say.  

 

The daisies I planted, thinking they were asters,  

are a thicket, of no use to me, though they grow tall,  

flower when there are few other flowers,  

 

their petals forming a pale, feathery corona  

round a golden eye.  Brush my hip as I take the step.

Back at the underpass, I correct myself:

 

surely he must have a home.  I exit

the highway, pass under cars speeding  

and fuming their smoke above.  

 

My heart is a weight.  The flowers arch  

like a Roman bridge over the walk.

The boy’s hair’s a blond halation. He pauses,  

 

sees only movement, just a parting  

where he might take the road.  

Genius who does not meet my eye,  

 

whose gaze rakes over ripple and heat,  

whose titular flower I’ve let flower,  

your silks unfurl before me in a brief flame

but I regret them, I’ll unroot them,  

tear them out before snowfall—  

 

you, whose hymn  

is unvenerated, whose home is shadow. 

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My friend Ann identified a little fringe-petaled flower that blooms in autumn for me—among other names, it is called a Michaelmas daisy.  They grow quite prolifically in my yard, and once, she even gave me a start of a particularly lovely variety.  This prolificity ends up being an analogue for the recurrence of figures, ideas, stories, especially ones that seem at this point to be locked into a season, an annual moment, a certain slant of light, as Dickinson said.  Michaelmas is, of course, a very old festival on the ecclesiastical calendar.  I loved finding these things out, and making a poem out of them. 

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LISA BICKMORE is the author of three books of poems and is the publisher of Lightscatter Press.  She is the poet laureate of the state of Utah.  lisabickmore.com 

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