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Stand Up Comedy
     by Joel Long

 

Beauty is the joke at the gallows.
Look at all this golden grass against
the sky, tattered clouds. Look at all
the water, hills in wrinkled linen.
And the spine begins to laugh the center
of soot. Look at the sheen beneath the cliff,
the cliff inside it, the swallows cutting
air in rainbow strips. I wave hands above me,
likely to lift to the flight of swallows,
their blue, precise tails like wood chisels.
Beauty makes a crack at the funeral.
Magpie falls from cottonwoods, inking
calligraphic letters, the dead guy’s middle name,
landing on a fence post, the barbed wire
ringing minor key. Beauty punches the dumb boy,
in the nose nods tiny flowers everyone ignores
until they trip, come face to face with an aster—
oh stars against me, so soft lavender.
Disaster is a heckler behind the blind
comedian, shut down with quick retort, the stars
don’t give a damn about you, simian mouther,
plankton, albatross of the flea. Beauty proceeds
to dip the sun in pink and lower it over
the farmhouse, the bottom road, cow sounds,

birds, tractor humming, the broken field. Beauty collects
the paycheck from the entrepreneur with the stolen cigar,
gets into the broke-down jalopy and drives on.

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This poem was born out of grief in Montana where the beauty of my home state was relentless in spite of my suffering. I suppose there is a cynicism in the tone of the poem, but ultimately, I think it taught me that beauty sustains me against suffering. The line, “the stars don’t give a damn about you” is a paraphrase o f Neil Degrasse Tyson’s reply to my daughter Hannah (assistant editor for Cosmos) when she asked him what he thought of astrology.

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JOEL LONG'S book of essays Watershed is forthcoming from Green Writers Press.  His book Winged Insects won the White Pine Press Poetry Prize.  Lessons in Disappearance (2012) and Knowing Time by Light (2010) were published by Blaine Creek Press. His chapbooks, Chopin’s Preludes and Saffron Beneath Every Frost were published from Elik Press.  His poems and essays have appeared in Gettysburg Review, Ocean State Review, Sports Literate, Prairie Schooner, Bellingham Review, Rhino, Bitter Oleander, Massachusetts Review, Terrain, and Water-Stone Review, among others.  He lives in Salt Lake City.

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